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To all my friends, please spread my gofundme page to as many people as you can. We are asking for donations in order to save my cat Panda's life from an incredibly traumatizing fall. She is in the hospital with a broken spine and rib with the very high chance of dying from these injuries. Read the full story on the page and if you can, please donate! our goal is 2000$ which will pay for the major x-rays, pain medication, and recovery treatment. Tonight is the night where we will find out if her breathing will be affected by her ribs, in which case, we will have to put her down. 
Please send this to as many people as you can, as outreach is the most effective way to handle a situation like this. I am begging for all the love and support I can get and I fully appreciate everybody who has taken the time to read and share her story. 
This is the link to the gofundme I made for her. If you can donate and share, I would be so very thankful. Thank you for reading this!

hey i know ive been on DA since i was like 11, but im kinda bored of it, i mean, i pretty much never draw, and honestly, tumblr is much more convenient posting wise, but theft is a problem. 
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im going through a lot. haha college starts up again next week iguess,,,, ehhh... too much to explain.
so maybe ill swap posting platforms 

dang lifes been crazy lol im never here
so done with first semester of school and stuff, todays my birthday
yada yada yada, draw more next year? maybe

recently, i broke up with my partner, since then weve been talking but im experiencing heavy physical drain. i smoke a lot to help me sleep through the night but i wake up more tired. i cant focus in school, i cant perform well enough at work, im having really bad anxiety about simple things. 
Im going through a really rough spot of confusion. I dont know who i am, what im doing, where my life is heading. I dont understand what im doing on the earth really. I dont feel suicidal, but if i did die i guess it wouldnt really bother me that much. I dont feel i have anything really to be exited about. I know its selfish and really shitty to say theres nothing happy in my life or that i have nothing, because its certainly not true. there are many things that make me happy, but im still feeling empty, lost, lonely, and quite sad regardless. 
Im in school, i have work, i have friends, i have my health (mostly?) but really my purpose and motivation to live and make something of my life feels pointless. anyway yea no art because  have midterms and i really haveny drawn anything in a while from the recent stuff going on. sorry